Random Thoughts III: Unheard Tears

A sad tune robs me of my momentarily smile and tears run down my face once more; it’s you I’m thinking of. I cannot do anything else except needing you… It’s so hard to live with feelings of insecurity and loneliness clutching up in my heart. I am not supposed to be feeling like this, [...]

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Pyar, Sacha Pyar …. Love, True Love.

(Anwar and master Pasha’s conversation about love. Movie name: Anwar. Best hindi movie I’ve ever seen. ) Anwar: Who is Meera? Who is Krishna? Mehru. Who are all of them master Pasha? Master Pasha: Love. True Love. Love some one Anwar, then you will know the truth of life. Love, that has truth, sacrifice and [...]

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Random Thoughts II: Unanswered Calls.

Vainly, I try to take you out of my thoughts, but that’s an impossible undoable task. “Something always brings me back to you”. I insist on calling you! And you keep rejecting my calls, making up excuses for not being able to answer the phone! It would be much easier if you told me that [...]

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Random Thoughts I

And once more I find myself alone. In my loneliness, these myriads of chaotic thoughts are the only interlocutors I find. But, thankfully, they don’t interfere with my monologue, rather they construct it, build it, help develop it. Once more I find myself missing you, your voice, and your words; to such an extent as [...]

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Returning from Nothingness

I’m back again… It’s been so long since my last post.. So Here I am.. trying to make something new out of this flux of continous thoughts that won’t let me sleep at night nor breath during day… “Why do I write? Why writing something he would never get to read?” I’ve asked myself a [...]

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