Posts Tagged ‘hopes’

I’m back again… It’s been so long since my last post.. So Here I am.. trying to make something new out of this flux of continous thoughts that won’t let me sleep at night nor breath during day…

“Why do I write? Why writing something he would never get to read?” I’ve asked myself a thousand times postponing my lines till I have something better to write about, something someone will finally read… not miles away….but right here, right now, by my side… But I keep waiting and that moment seems never to come… never to happen. But I need to speak! I need to take this pain off my shoulders.. it’s too heavy… to unbearable.. I cannot breath.. it feels like a virus, eating me from within.. I’ve lost part of myself…. I forgot who I was… How can I recover it back?? Perhaps it is too late… Perhaps he no longer cares… Perhaps my pessimism, my endless insecurity drew him away …. But I need to speak.. And I beg you to listen to me…


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I LoVe YoU


I love you
For the tenderness
In your eyes
When you see
A baby cry

I love you
For the sweetness
In your smile
When you say
You long to be a dad

There’s so much in you
So much of which
I cannot describe
In simply words


 You know my voice
But not the one
That my heart talks
When I’m looking at you

I love you
For the way you express
The lovely feelings
In your sweet soft heart
And because you aren’t
Ashamed of crying

I love you
For the way you
Always make me laugh
And because you make me
As happy as a star

I wish one day
You would look at me
Not just as a simple friend
And make me part
Of your sweetest dreams

Until that day comes
I will keep on going
With my secret love
Writing words
For your sweet soul

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